Update 43

Cecilia really understands if there are problems with her dad &i, which seems to be more &more. As soon as we get loud, she gets in the middle and starts yelling "STOP!!! STOP!!! SHUT UP!!!" until we pause and look at her hurt little face. The look she gives us in that moment would break anyone's heart. She takes it out on everyone else too...she's very aggressive. She hits other kids a lot and yells at them. Maybe I yell too much. All I know is something needs to change in the dynamics of how we all deal with our issues because Cecilia is taking it all in and it's negativly affecting her.

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08.18.2008

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